Killing me softly ....
I admit I cry. I cry quietly because I can
I made the biggest decision of my life and it pains me daily. I moved interstate and left a child behind.
It's taken me a long time to write this one. I miss him like you wouldn't believe. My baby. My first born. My shining light.
Who leaves a child ? I did. Not by choice. He was old enough to make his own mind up. It didn't make it any easier though.
I find myself explaining that I have three boys. My eldest is not with me and it breaks my heart.
I spent many years where it was just me and him. Precious years picking up the pieces. He has grown into such a beautiful young man. A kind and gentle soul. A brilliant big brother. A friend.
I miss him. A lot .
Starting school aged 5